I still hear the duct tape coming off the roll.
Around my eyes.
I still choke on the gag shoved into my mouth.
They came prepared.
They bound me hand and foot.
And dumped me into the trunk.
We drove for hours.
I desperately searched for knots on my wrists with my numb fingers, could find none.
I tried to rotate my wrists -- chaffed my wrists.
We finally stopped.
They opened the truck.
Pouring rain drenched me as the dragged me by my arms.
And dumped me onto a wooden floor.
The rolled up my sleeves to my shoulders.
Put a large branch under my upper arms and lashed them to it.
Pushing up my wrists behind my back, they tied them to the branch.
They pulled my legs back, and hogtied my feet to the branch.
Putting a rope between my teeth, they pulled my head back and tied it to the branch.
IT WAS FUCKING TORTURE!
They pulled of my shoes.
Cut off my socks.
Somebody was tickling the soles of my feet.
I was forcing myself not to laugh --
A tingling throughout my body.
I thought I was going mad.
Soon my feet numbed.
They were laughing.
Pouring beer on me.
And then they left me.
Tied up for the night.
Came back the next morning.
Welcomed me as a brother.....
I love being tied up now.
Being restricted. Ropes....Tape....
But now it's more torture....
With nobody coming back.
Left to myself to get free.
As long as it takes!